Nervous wreck I hate waiting

Rachel • <3
I get the blood test results back tomorrow letting us know that there is nothing geneticly wrong with our baby and of course I will know the gender. I am a nervous wreck with the normal mommy worries... what if something is wrong... what if it's another girl and I freak out(I had a weird dream that I found out the baby was a girl and I cried hysterically which is totally not like me at all normally I laugh)... what if I know and I can't keep the secret until the gender reveal party... what if it's a boy... so many crazy emotions (probably pregnancy related) and I don't know if I will be able to sleep. Lol. I have had mixed dreams about the sex of the baby sometimes the baby is a boy sometimes it's a girl. I'm just ready to know already!