I was happy when I saw that positive last week. Till now when I booked my first appointment and was told charges will be $650 for the first 6months. That's not even half the journey. I'm not eligible for Medicaid. The excitement for this pregnancy is out of the window & I just crawl in my bed and cry every night. I don't need any more judgment from you guys. I sometimes use glow as my trusted secret friend so I was just jolting down a diary entry. 😔Good luck to all the happy Moms to be.