My baby..MC..

So I got pregnant a while back and ended up having a miscarriage around 6 weeks. I'm 18 and the daddy is 20. He is planning to get a miscarriage awareness ribbon tattooed on him because of it. We were discussing tattoos today and he brought it up again and said it will be his next tattoo. While we were on the subject we ended up talking about our baby..it was the first time we've really gotten a chance to fully discuss it since the miscarriage. It was really emotional to lay there and talk about what might have been. He said "I think about it everyday..." and he hugged me tighter. I want to try to have a baby, (even though the first was an accident) and I know he does too, but that will be incredibly hard on both of us, and I know we aren't ready. I feel awful, but I'm going to continue taking my birth control. We can't take care of a baby right now. He told one of his coworkers about the miscarriage and so when father's day was here his coworker wished him a happy father's day. When he told me that, I almost cried..it's so hard losing our little one. I just wanted to talk a little since no one in my life really knew I was pregnant besides him..thank you, <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>.