Which boy or myself?

So I'm stuck between two guys. The guy I'm "with" (don't have the dating label) and my ex. The guy I'm with is older than me and is going away to school at the end of August and my ex is my age and is in my friend group so we hangout a lot. Last night I was a party and one of his buddies betted him to kiss me and I wanted to but I didn't cause I'm with someone. I feel like a jerk because I shouldn't have those feelings when I'm with someone else. 

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