I just gave birth on June 23 to a beautiful baby girl. I live in Oregon, but I have for only a couple years and have no family out here, they are in salt lake. I never thought I was going to start a family so soon. Me and her dad were just in the beginning dating stages when I got pregnant, and we decided that we wanted to do this and he moved in with me. It's been hard but I've just been trying to make it work. But now that she is born I am really scared that I have no family out here and only him. His family is not close at all so I feel like it's just us. My mom flew out here and leaves on Monday and I can't stop crying imagining me by myself with her. Her dad works so much which is fine, but I can't just call my mom and ask to come over or anything like that. I feel like my daughter deserves to be close with family that will love her instead of me staying here so she can be close to her dad, when we aren't working out like we wanted too. I've been crying everyday since her birth about it. I just look at her and feel like she would be so much happier in salt lake with my family. Then out here with a broken one.