I expected pregnancy so different

I feel like i have know ones support during this pregnancy 😞 i feel so alone i feel like know ones excited for me. I wont be having al baby shower either. Just this morning i asked my husband to come and help with laundry cause he knows i cant be carrying heavy stuff we got mad at each other the day before so he ignored me. So i ended up just leaving to do Laundry. Sometimes i dont even know what to buy for my baby or what items i will need ect. FTM. it sucks when you feel like know one helps you and have know ones support 😟