So scared follow up FET on 1st July

So on Friday we are going to begin are frozen cycle I'm happy and so scared at the same time I am currently wanting to learn to drive so I am concentrateing on that and is planing to do my theory next month to try and keep my my mind off it but I can't help but hope and think and worry and be excited is it wise to to put pressure on my self to keen to drive it is the desecration good for me, last time I was 3 weeks 4 days but I looked a lot further gone and they way it made me feel like was a lot further gone but that's when I lost the baby though a fresh cycle of Ivf/ ICIS help