That moment!

That you just don't care about anything or anyone . 
I was talking to this guy but as it turns out he's still Inlove with his baby momma so I lied to him about me having feelings for him just for that . (I knew what I was getting into anyways he did have like 5months off that relationship) "thing is I didn't get why hit me up if he did just got of that relationship" 
We have been intimate already but at the same time it feels like whatevers since I've been in the worst positions when it comes to my love life from my first love to my sons father 😁 
Now idk how to react to him so I've been ignoring him  & now he's doing the same to me . 
It feels like sh** but I think it's for the best.
**venting**