We went for our first appointment and was excited to get my first ultrasound and no heart beat. Was 11+2. Our baby stopped growing. We are devastated and I really don't feel any motivation to do anything. I am exhausted and just want to sleep. Just needed to get this out. I wish everyone a happy and healthy pregnancy. I don't know when we'll try again, but I hope my turn will come again. I'm going to leave the app so I don't look at it everyday like I was. This is a depressing post, for that I'm sorry. I wish everyone the best! Goodnight ladies.