This is the first cycle I'm trying after I've had a miscarriage back in April. And last time I took a pregnancy test, they were positive when we found out we were pregnant and we had been trying for so long. I'm scared to test so scared I'm shaking.... I think it's the fact that it may be negative instead of a positive pregnancy test. Now I've gone through the D&C surgery and the miscarriage been over for a while... but it's just saying that one line confirming what's been haunting me for the past few months. Knowing that I lost the baby... I just don't know if I'm ready to test again....😭