For the past few days I've been really down and hard on myself. I was medically discharged from the military in January of this year and I've had the hardest time finding employment. I met a really great guy in February; he works, takes care of his daughter, and is currently saving to move out. He's mentioned that he'd love to have me as a roommate, but right now I can't afford anything. Since I've come home, I have applied for over 30 jobs and still nothing.. I feel like I can't pull my weight or even support myself...he's been really supportive, but I just feel like such a loser I guess. I'm only 20, but I'm so used to being independent; I had 3 jobs in high school and paid for everything myself. I just feel so lost... I apologize ladies, I just needed to vent to someone about this.