Sad 😢

My BF might not be there for our child's birth Due to work. He used all his call outs and he put in for his vacation and got approved for the wrong date. We had our appt yesterday and I have to be induced two weeks early and he doesn't know if he can change it to match my induction. This is one of the saddest things I've ever dealt with right now and I can't stop crying. He could use two weeks paternity leave but it isn't paid and we cannot afford to do that. I didn't want anyone else in the room but him and he wanted family. Now I have to tell everyone that I'm gunna be by myself because I just wanted us two there. I've never cried so much before. I know I could pick someone to be there but if it isn't him it's not the same.