Why don't anyone wants to love me? I see other people happy (I know a picture isn't always picture perfect when they aren't taking pictures) but I can't help but just imagine someone showing me that much love... Deep down inside I really feel that no one will love me, I'm not good enough for no one really. I'm just a sex object to people. I put the front like I'm happy alone when I'm really not I'm dying inside. If you spent 24 hours with me just to observe, I'm the angriest person in the house. And I don't know why, I hate being angry all the time... I want to me happy, I know a lot of people have it worst than I do... I fantasize about what it would feel like to be held and to be loved by someone & be asked my hand in marriage & one of the biggest ones is having a baby with the person I'm truly in love with and really happy with and is married to. But I don't think I'll ever get to the point of having someone to love and hold me. I like someone & my mom said "if you can't see yourself marrying someone then you shouldn't talk" or w.e she said lol but I really like him I don't know if he likes me back or if I'm worthy of someone like him. I just want to be worthy of someone, I just want someone to love me