Odds...

Sometimes I feel like the odds are against me. My husband and I have a 20 year age difference he's almost 44 I'm 24. He's had a testicle removed because of cancer. He smokes also. When I look up all the statistics it makes me think ttc could take quite some time if it happens at all. I hate statistics. I'm looking on the bright side. Hoping we'll get our first baby together one day (hopefully soon) but dang I really gotta quit researching all this!!!