No longer dwelling, thought for the day

Next month will be a year since i last conceived. Had a missed miscarriage in november and finally got regular periods again in march. I feel like life will let me have a baby when im least expecting it. Because i look on this app at everyone and know how you all feel but i cannot dwell on the fact that as of yet i am still not pregnant again. It will consume me. I should of got counselling, its so taboo. Those who have not gone through miscarriage do not understand and think theres something wrong with you. I still keep my heartbreak for my baby i never met, it never goes away. But i appreciate other things in life more knowing that hopefully one day i will get my turn again.