We have my SO girls over the summer they are 13 and 11. I love them both like my own.

We've been trying for 11 months. But have been having unprotected sex for over 18 months... And still nothing... I've done clomid. And currently it's my last round. Today I tested 3 days before AF should arrive and Bfn....

Me and the girls' mother get along very well. We text and talk about the girls often and we make most of the plans on how to get them back and forth....

But it's been weighing on me that I may never be able to give him what she has... Those girls are amazing.... And she's a great woman. I feel inadequate and it's so hard to explain what I feel. I'm not angry at her. I'm not any less love g to the girls. I just am hurting and sad I feel as if I don't measure up to what he's already had....