I wish

I wish I was the girl that still faced her fears I wish I was the girl who still worked hard for everything she has I wish I was the girl that didn't have anxiety or depression I wish I was the girl that didn't feel afraid or threatened when she left her house I wish I was the girl that didn't think about her past I wish I was the girl that didn't get abused I wish I was the girl that everyone respected cause she respected herself I wish I was the girl that didn't have to live with people that she should've never seen again I wish I was the girl that didn't live with her child molesters I wish I was the girl that had control over her life I was I was the girl that didnt wish and just took action I hate myself 
- Just needed to vent sorry