So frustrated

I'm a day short of 19 weeks. I know my belly has gotten bigger, but not beautiful bump like. I'm a little overweight (20 lbs over on my 5'6 frame) but my stomach has gone from 2 rolls of fat to 4 rolls. It's looks disgusting and it's so frustrating. I hate looking at myself because I just look like a overweight person (I've gain 2 lbs so far) who eats too much. And I've been so good with eating mainly fruits and veggies - I cut out bread, pasta, and potatoes months before I got pregnant so why does my body look this horrible. Especially since I was so looking forward to having a bump. I'm so ashamed of how I look and because of all the rolls I'm sure people think I'm lying when I say I'm pregnant. Anyone else having this beautiful experience tainted because their body hates them? 😞