Am I chubby?

Angie
I'm 5'4 and I weigh 168.6 pounds. I just had my baby 8 months ago. And I've struggled for months with PPD and I was never confident. And to this day my friends at school and my own family call me fat and obese. That's I shouldn't wear bikini or anything. So I don't and all I wear are big loose shirts and everything to hide my body. And I'm so curious to hear HONEST opinion even if bad to know if I'm chubby or thick. 😞