Im so upset with my best friend!

So..we are best friends for 10 years, we are both in our 30s. We always said that we will be maid of honors to each other when we will marry.

2 years ago I moved to another country and we see each other twice per year but chat a lot, very often.

For me- nothing changed, I still wanted her as my maid of honor when I get married etc.

But today she told me she is getting married to a guy that she is dating for 4 months, and when I asked her am I going to be her maid of honor she answered: " if you are still here, ofcourse. But you are not, I see u only twice per year and u cannot be there by my side thru the whole process. Dont be mad, I know it sounds rude its just what is logical. "

I dunno. . I feel hurt and I told her. She still didnt answer back..

Ever since I moved cause I had to, everyone is just ignoring me, and I feel so alone. All of my friends, everyone, do not ask how I am etc. Its always me asking. I know that life will go on for everyone even if Im not there, but I feel rejected and alone. Just because I moved to another country, nobody cares for me anymore. .Im very depressed.

Please share your thoughts, make my day positive.. Im so sad :(