School help!😒😩

So let me start off by saying I have social anxiety. It effects everything in my life, mostly school. This year (My first year of high school) I have the option of doing online school, independent studies, or public school.  I don't think any 3 of these options will work for me.😕😒 With public school, it's complete hell!! For multiple reasons mostly my social anxiety. I tried online school before, it didn't work out either. I'm just not the right person for online school, but I'm also not the right person for public school😐😒 What do I dooo? Independent studies isn't for me either..I tried that for the ending of this year, I feel the only reason I passed that was because it was the last month of school. And I only have a few days to decide😭. For me public school isn't really an option, this is embarrassing but tbh I don't even really have much clothes to go to public school...I know I won't be able to do independent studies because it's advanced😁.  So I'm kinda left with online school (MAYBE) but that just doesn't work out either. I have no motivation to do school work whatsoever, my parents didn't understand the program last time so they couldn't participate in the parent part. I get so overwhelmed and stressed out with online school, just like in public, just less with my social anxiety problems. But we meet the teacher weekly, I HATE that, they probably judge me and think my parents are like bad and abusive because I'm so quiet and awkward I feel like every teacher/adult assumes this about my parents...it sucks😒 If you read this whole thing thanks:) Is anyone else in the same situation, or has been? I need advice about this I guess.😁 I just don't know what to do??!!😭😭😩😒😒 (adding something in: I also feel like I'm missing out if I don't go to public school, it's my first year of high school. Am I really missing out?😕 )