As someone who has struggled with depression off and on for a long time, I am honestly terrified of getting bad postpartum depression. Im 35 weeks and so far have been lucky enough to have a wonderful and easy pregnancy, but just within the last few days I have been feeling very down and all kinds of emotions going thru my head. This is making it harder for me to prepare myself for the possibility of ppd, and is beginning to make me feel very nervous.