And my father didnt know i had a miscarriage until now .. they came to visit me now when they had a vacation and it was soooooo hard to tell my mother am not pregnant 😭 when she saw me she was verrrreyy happy and she made a big suprise for my and my husband .. i couldnt tell her i had a miscarriage .. i had fever and she said oh no its not good fever while pregnant .. and i was like broken ... my mother in law told my mother that i am not pregnant anymore and i had aniscarriage... she went from 100 to 0 i saw in her face that she was sad and my father too... i hate my life i just want to cry... why God whyyy . 😭💔💔💔