Please help feel despret

I get happy when i see my bby in the ultrsound room and im like aww when she kiks me i feel something for her but i been going threw personal problems emotinal issues with the bbys father idk if there working shit out with him im go talk him see whats going happend with us idk what will happend idk if im depress or what but i dont feel connected to my bby the way i would want makes feel bad it still seems unreal that im prego how i conect with my bby bump or bby is normal idk help what guys do get in touch with ur bby.