This will be the third close friend of mine to tell me that they are pregnant in the past month. All three of them were in my wedding. I know I should be happy but I'm dying inside. All I can do is cry. When will it be our turn. The last one conceived on the second month of trying. Ive lost two pregnancies in the past 10 months of ttc. This month is month 11 and hubby is out of town for the next two weeks so July is definitely out. Are there other people in this situation? How do you put on a fake smile and cope with everyone else being pregnant?