Tired of it.

My friend constantly puts me down about myself. I'm bullied on my body, my nose, my eyes, and just everything in general. I have straight hair, she has curly hair. She teases me and says I wish I had her hair. She talks about how glorious and beautiful she is. I feel like shit. I cry everytime I look in the mirror. I feel guilty every bite of food I take.  She teases me about my clothing. I wear baggy clothes because I struggle with a lot of body image issues, and I don't like my body to be seen. I have a bit of acne, and she teases me on that. I have muscular legs, and I'm teased on that. I wish I could get rid of her, but she's the only friend I have. I just wish some people would understand the struggles I go through every day, waking up feeling so ugly and disgusting and constantly  searching for some kind of purpose. The same pretty much happens in school, and my parents say I have to go but I'm not ready to be homeschooled. I'm 14, and dealing with so much anxiety, I start school again in September. I feel like throwing up thinking of my school, they give me too much homework, I have a test almost every day. The people in my school are rude too. I just want to stay home and hide from the world. Any time I report someone for anything at my school they don't do anything. Detention won't make the hateful words and actions stop. I just wish I had some confidence.