Tbh/tmi
Tmi but I really need to let out all my emotions, stresses, anxieties and all my failures.
So I've been with my awesome/awful BF for 2 years and it's been a roller coaster I tell every girl to never EVER GET ON!!!!!
We have genuine connection for each other and
There was a time where we were in love with each other. He was the first person I had sex with so thst should say a lot!
Later along our relationship I would try to talk to other people but he was so stricken and didn't let me hangout with my friends without being rude or jealous.
He is very and scarily jealous!
So recently I've been going behind his back (giving myself heart attacks) just to party and feel like my own person,
On a daily basis he would blow up my phone and always wanting me to give my full time attention to him.
He has no problem devoting his entire days with if life to me.
I feel caged! I am caged. Every time I try to breakup with him, we get so physical and start fist fighting
I hate fighting him, now I look like fucking Harry fucking potter. I won't put all the blame on him
But I do fight back.
Yesterday I decided to be very evil and just wrong.
I went on a date with a very old close friend
Who I just find attractive everywhere. His heart his mind his body, his attitude.
We been talking for a few weeks now.
We are just so into each other.
This date consisted of food and sex.
And goodness it was so amazing. I felt so great. Laughter moaning, all these different positions.
Ugh!
And I can't stop thinking about it!!!!
Now I am a super Cheater! I deserve to be stoned
What should I do!!!
Honest opinion!!!
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