So my boyfriend gets upset when I don't tell him I'm down, or make the first move to get him going . Me, I'm a chicken shit & I've been with him for 2 years. How can I get out of my comfort with that? It's not that I'm scared, i just feel like if I did it , he's reject yet. & how can I tell him without saying "I'm horny" or such , and without feeling awkward to sit on top of him?