Channing did not come out the way I had planned

Channing did not come out the way I had planned. It was very difficult and scary and I have never felt so out of control in my life ever. But 32 hours after those first contractions began, Channing was born at 8lbs 5oz with a head full of hair, an apgar score of 9 and some serious skills of latching on! I couldn't be more proud of my baby. And I couldn't be more proud of myself. I did it