Am I a horrible person?
I got a very ugly past. I fell into major depression my sophomore year in high school because of trauma. I was hospitalized & treated, then eventually got discharged. But my "happy" pills weren't helping me in the way I thought was supposed to help me. I started popping pills, & I got drunk. The drinking only happened in weekends & the popping pills everyday.
It's not the best way to deal with trauma but I didn't know any better & in my opinion back then, it was better to be on drugs and feel numb towards everything. Until of course, I snapped out of it. I realized that's not the life I was supposed to be living at such a young age.
I'm now a high school graduate, drug free, alcohol free, married, and expecting my rainbow baby on December 9.
I'm not very proud of the things I did, but one thing I do know is that: you don't throw it to my face. You cannot call me a pop piller or a boozy, & tell me I'm gonna be a horrible mother.
You might have a child of your own that is doing great, but you can't act like you're a whole better person than I am. & you have no right to go ahead & wish me a miscarriage.
& if I'm wrong, please correct me. Instead of trying to constantly put me down.
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