Wow. Praying it's my month.

Sarah 🔥 • 💔 Blighted ovum November 2016. 🌈 Rainbow Baby Girl 💗 born Oct 2017. 🤰🏽Baby Boy due 4/2020 💙
BFN. I know it's still early and I'm trying to keep faith that maybe I'm just one of those who won't get a positive until after my missed period 😞 3 days from AF. had some suuuuuper light, brown discharge in my undies this afternoon (so old blood) but nothing more. 12 DPO. Thoughts? Clear blue is this am and the pink test was just now...