Really struggling. Any help would be great.

I'm a 19 year old girl just going through some stuff. I know. Aren't we all. But lately I've been feeling really depressed. I'm really not happy in my relationship anymore, but I don't know how to break up with someone. I still care about him and like him, but I don't feel the same as I used to. He's controlling. If he texts me and I don't reply he loses his shit. But then he'll go days without texting me when he's with his friends. Anyhow. I've been crying about this and feeling really really low. He's my first boyfriend. And we lost our virginities to each other.I'm sorry for this rant.

 

What it really comes down to is...how do I break up with him? Every day I'm getting more and more miserable with him. I want this weight to be lifted off my shoulders. I want to try and start a healing process. It's unfair to me to stay in this relationship and it's unfair to him as well.