Here we go again.

I just got another positive and I am terrified. I am thinking about taking up acupuncture, but I feel it might be too late. Any thoughts?

Also, when I text my sister she told me she was pregnant. I want so badly to be happy for her, but I am afraid I will lose this baby and end up resenting her pregnancy. I feel like every time I'm pregnant there is someone close to me who is as well. I knew that they would start soon (all my MCs out the fear of God into her).

I am sorry for the rant. I'm just scared, I needed to vent, and I don't feel like any of the other groups understand what this is like. I am so thankful for you ladies. Xx