I feel like a FTM all over again. 😂

I'll be 37 weeks tomorrow and the reality of baby being here is overwhelming me a bit. I have a 2-year-old. I feel as if I should have this under control. Lol. I'm also terrified I won't know if/when I'll go into labor. I know everyone says "oh, you'll know. there's no way you couldn't" but that doesn't help me much. With my first, I never felt contractions not even Braxton hicks. I was induced. Went in, they hooked me up and the nurse told me the contractions were 2-3 min apart and id be in there anyway. Never felt a thing. Epidural was put in at 4cm because my body wouldn't stop shaking so I never felt anything. This pregnancy I've had a lot of cramping and what not but I'm just like, "probably just growing pains. Baby is on a nerve." Because that's what everyone keeps telling me it probably is. Haha. I'm literally always on alret. Can't wait till he is here and I can relax a bit. 😂