The hardest time

Yesterday my husband and I found out that our first baby will never be held in our arms but forever in our hearts. I'm devastated. I wasn't told much by my doctor and so it hurt even worse to not know what is actually going on. I did the research when we got home (because that's just how I am) and found out it was a blighted ovum. How did you all get through knowing one of the upcoming days that you were gonna see the blood and know your baby isn't with you anymore.....