First time mom fear

Angela
Any other first time moms spend some time watching labor/delivery videos? I spent a good hour watching them last night and just started bawling my eyes out because of how scary it all seems. I have a very high pain tolerance and I know when the time comes I'll be able to do it, but I'm still so afraid of the whole experience. Not trying to jinx myself cuz I know every pregnancy is different but it would be my luck to be in painful labor for days on end or to have some kind of scary complication happen. Just thinking about it is  all just so overwhelming:/ anyone else share these fears?