22 weeks no kidneys found

Cynthia
So I was told today I may need to abort my baby because no kidneys were seen and he won't live. I've never cried as much as I've cried today. We saw a specialist and they confirmed. I was low in amniotic fluid too so instead of amniosintesis they took out of my placenta to check what the cause is but every doctor is determined that the end result will be the same (he will not survive) I saw a lady online had the same issue and she kept the pregnancy to term and it turned out his kidneys never rose and they were together but he was born normal. Am I stupid to take that chance? To wait until the end and see what happens? He's kicking so much it just doesn't seem right to have them stop his heart and deliver him (basically abort) I need advice. Something to help me come to a decision and not drive me insane.