Tell me the truth don't lie so.i feel better

👑 MAC • BO$$
I know this app is suppose to bring woman up and support them. But I hate how I feel when ever I post a picture and people say I'm pretty but I don't feel like it. And they tell me to love myself but how. How can I love myself when nobody loves me. How can I be confident about my body of people always tell me that I'm fat , and ugly, that I have to many pimples, etc. I can't even take a picture, look at my self in a mirror with out bursting into tears. I have tried everything to lose weight. I try to stay positive , I even started taking medicine because of suffering from depression and anxiety but nothing going works. I have tried everything I even starved myself. But my parents found out and put me in a mental hospital. I am posting this because I want people's honest opinion of how they think I look. I want the truth even if it kills me. All my life I have been bullied about how big my boobs are, my height, my weight , how dark I am. And I am now going to seventh grade and I know the bullying is gonna get worse. I have makeup on but I never really wear it. It's only for my sister blog.