Wanting a baby!!! INFERTILITY SUCKS😢

Me and my husband have been trying for 9 years to have a child we have done all sorts of tests and the results have come back I have PCOS we found this out 2 years ago, we have tried fertility pills and even done a hsg test on me where I was told I have a perfect uterus and my tubes are not blocked, so now I feel like giving up the thought of never having a child is so devistating, we want so much for a child But I just know this is not for us to become parents!!! Why?? Just why is this happening to us we have a storybook marriage, I know y'all are thinking storybook that's not true but really it was love at first sight I found my prince now I want to be able to raise a child and I fear it will never happen😢