Blowjob rant

Audrey • Army Wife ❤️| 22yo🥂| Girl mom ✨|
I don't mean to come off rude or anything but I want people to understand where I'm coming from.
Why do guys think that blowjobs are the best thing in the world? A lot of them act like it's only them who should get pleasured and have an orgasm. And they're like wow if you try sucking dick you'll love it garunteed or your money back!
First of all I don't really want to suck dick.
Second yeah if he didn't really like eating a girl out I'd make him a deal I'll give you a bj once in awhile if you eat me out once in awhile. If he won't eat me out then no bjs.
I have valid reasons for not wanting to suck dick
1. It could taste weird
2. I won't deep throat I want air
3. The dude could shove my head down on his dick and I could start choking and throw up on it
4. He could come in my mouth and I could not want that
5. I heard cum tastes salty af and that's gross
6. I don't want to be made fun of for my first time being bad but mostly the other 5
It gets me heated af when guys think they can just waltz up in this place getting all cocky about how geat blow jobs are and how all girls love it and how they love to swallow cum and that they love deep throating. Also how after a few times your gag reflex will go away.