I'm so jelly!!

This may sound selfish, but when is it my turn? Three more friends and family just found out they're expecting...don't get me wrong, I'm excited and happy for any woman finding out they're pregnant after ttc. But it's my turn! We've been trying and "not trying" for 3 years... We've had two miscarriages and I'm tired of waiting and hoping and crying when it doesn't happen. I want my rainbow baby! I want to be next!