Lost milk supply - worried 😣

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My twin c section recovery has been so bad that I couldn't breastfeed or pump. My tummy hurt all the time. Constipation is killing me. The skin by the incision still hurts. My doctor isn't there to talk about recovery band or laxative. Just so annoying. I know milk supply is supply-demand but I feel bad for not being able to pump. During the initial 4 days, my milk leaked and I soaked myself but now I didn't even get a drop. What do I do? My babies are already on formula and were getting my feed once a day but now that's also gone. What do I need? So depressed. Help me mamas 😣