I don't know what to do its like I'm trapped in a clear box with water being emptied just waiting to drown. I've loss two pregnancies both in the same year 5 months apart and still trying every month only to be disappointed and it seems on one cares not even my husband. And also stuck living at my in laws I can't stand the father is an ass hole. I have no job and my husband is rude to me sometimes which I do think understand because I'm always the one and only person that's always there for him I just want to quit life sometimes cause it's against me always