Commitment issues ? Hmm

He loves me, I know. He wants to marry me, he has said it. But I feel he wants to have everything figured out before he finally thinks "we're ready". Being ready for him means to have a house, car, a nice stuff. I appreciate he wants to make sure he will be able to provide, but I strongly believe that if we wait till we have "everything we need" then this thing is never gonna happen. I want us to build a home together, little by little but together. Having him wake up next to me every day of my life is the "everything we need", we both work, have graduated from the university. We don't have tons of money but it's ok. This world is so crazy that I don't think one should not be with whom they want to spend the rest of their life once they found each other. I have found the person I want to go bed every night. But because of not having the perfect economic situation, we should keep waiting. We have been dating for three years. I know I knooow its like I am desperate for a ring,.. No, I don't need one. I just want to be with him, he does too. Moving in together before marriage is not something neither of us want to do. I am ready. 

Sorry, this post may not make any sense. I just needed to get this thought out of my head.