his is not my first rodeo. This will make my 5th child. I'm 36 years old and I have an 18, 16, 14, & 13 yr old. I'm due 10/10.. Honestly I have no clue why I'm so happy/scared about having a new born/PERSON around.. Is it starting over? Is it giving birth? Is it the fact that I will no longer be able to come and go as I please? All I know is I'm lowkey freaking out.. My fiancee and I went to see our son ystrday in a 3d/4d ultrasound.. All those kicks and punches I felt were from him.. This dude on this screen.. Who has been warping my body since week 9.. And oh my goodness.. I love him.. And.. He is almost here.. I'm happy!. I can't wait to meet him!. He's beautiful. Kind of on the big side. 28 weeks he is 3lbs 8oz.. I have officially fallin in love.. All over again like never before.. For some reason this
pregnancy feels different.. Maybe because it's been so long.. Maybe because I can actually enjoy being pregnant.. Maybe because I'm 36.. I have no clue.. But I wanted to share with you that I'm TOTALLY confused about my emotions.. But what doesn't change is...... I'm OFFICALLY 28 weeks pregnant and my little bundle of joy is almost here.. Just a brain rant.. Oh, how
pregnancy brings out the deeper side of everlasting and unconditional love.. Congrats to all the mommies and mommies to be out there.. It's a special journey that only we can share.. So proud of us all..
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