Here i am waiting to get more blood tests done.. I am 14 weeks pregnant excited about my second child and i get the news that i am 1 in 186 woman who may carry a down syndrome baby... I have nothing against any type of child trust me.. But i am scared i am worried for my child i know how rude society can be, and i dont want her/him to feel some type of way and ask the question of why he/she is different than hisl/her big sister.. Yes i know that i have a chance not to be that 1 but is hard not to think about what if.. I hope to God the tests come back negative.. Please pray for us.. Xoxoxoxo