I like girls...omg

I find myself immensely attracted to women. I'm 18...going into my second year of college. I'm a Christian, so I know that this is morally wrong. I need help. I'm also a virgin and people tell me that once I have sex with a guy, I will like guys a lot more. I still like guys ... But I ALSO like girls now. (Bisexual). I feel like guys suck. And girls are so affectionate and caring and 😍😍😍.  They make me feel very content. Guys ugh. BUT... Maybe I just choose the wrong guys and the right girls. Ok idk what I'm saying. Girls give amazing head too. Damn. I mean I also want to naturally have kids one day so in the end I will have a guy in my life. But now...I am so attracted to females. Maybe going away to college did this to me lol. Girls are so fun. But yeah. Throw some comments, ideas, thoughts, connections, perspectives.