Stretch marks...

Z
So I've gained a little weight this past few years, I'm 20 years old and have a few stretch marks on the back of my knees/calves. They are not horrific but still pretty visible and some are purple... And where I'm at it's summer and super hot, I'm so afraid to wear shorts and when I do I put make up on my legs to try and hide my marks but not even that works efficiently, I am so self conscious about this I rather die of a heat stroke than wear shorts.... I don't know how to deal with myself anymore 😢😥