Just need to vent a little bit

I'm a 21 year old woman, and I work a full time job as a housekeeper at my local hospital in Kentucky. My life is hard because my financial situation is hard. I work 40+ hours a week at minimum wage, and it seems as though I am not bringing home enough money to compensate the work I do or even enough money to live. Now I know I will get some bitchy comments telling me that minimum wage jobs are meant for high school students and that I should go to college and I wouldn't struggle. Well before you comment that, my response to you is that you need to leave whatever fairytale land you're living in. Yes, I know that college would help me get a better job, BUT I cannot afford college. I can't go to college without a job and if I have a job I get no financial assistance (Financial Aid). My family makes "too much" money (gross pay) and it's not taken into consideration how much we actually bring home and how much is left after we pay our necessities. Having a vehicle is considered a luxury. Tell me please how I am supposed to make it to college without a vehicle. I am sitting here crying as I type this because I want to better myself, I don't want to have to struggle, I want a child and a family, but I can't support myself without the help of my parents, how can I start a family? I get mad over people getting government help because here I am, slaving myself and only bringing home $375-$420 every two weeks, and they're making more than me by doing nothing. My car payment is $255 (for an 09 Corolla) and my insurance is $200. After I pay that I have my phone bill, gas, upkeep on my car, I barely have enough money to help out my parents with rent and food. How the hell is a young person supposed to get started??? I'm so overwhelmed that I don't even want to be alive anymore, I can never get ahead. I try so hard to be happy and to better my life but it seems impossible..