Now I am not against abortions. When I found out I was pregnant at 17 I considered that option. I have a lot of close friends who also choose this option. I just never thought I could personally overcome it. All of my friends have advised that they think I should take this option now... I am so confused. I know this is the best option but at the same time everytime I think about it I am an uncontrobaly sobbing mess. I love being a mother. I am good at it. My studies being on hold isn't a problem for me that's life. I'm very good at getting through whatever I need to.  What I'm worried about is things not working out with my new boyfriend. I'm so hormonal and I find myself getting annoyed at everything he does. He is an amazing person. Kind, warm, and is ready to support any choice I make. But there's always that risk of us not actually being right for each other because it's still so new. And then I'm left to raise 3 kids by myself. Which I know I could do. But I feel I would never find someone to settle down with because who would want to marry a single mum of three... I am torn right down the middle of what I should do. All I can think about is what if I choose abortion for my first child. And all the wonderful moments I would have missed... And if I choose abortion now... I'm giving up all those moments with this child... Please... Any advice would be fantastic.